birthday...

first and foremost happy birthday to my self...happy 23 rd brithday on 17 may... erm about a months not update this blogs...busy exam...final year,,yer finally im graduate.....huhuhu it just wonderful feelings bila dah graduate ni...evnthough i know im gonna to miss everythin...... student life.... =p

erm...starting with er??? apa nak citer ni..evryhting just across in my mind...since im not a good writter so susah nyer nak throw it out.... =)
looser......hate to be a looser..its correct my spelling..uhhh looser or losser..erm...whatever lah... penat nak pikir which one is correct....ya..perosak bahasa....ok continue... hate become losser tapi just be a losser ntahlah...dalam hidup ni bukan semua yang kita nak kita akan dapt.. Rab dah atur segalanya...dia lebih tau knape n mengapa... but i wondering..how could i knew that things after 2 years...my goodness sakitnya hati at that moments...tuhan jer yang tau...let said im not asking him at that moments means until now i do not anything...can u believe it.... sampai nyer lah hati.... n he always try to be nice....... memanglah jodoh pertemuan ajal maut semu tuhan dah tentukan...tapi tuhan jugak tak akan merubah sesuatu kaum tur kalo dia tak berusaha untk brubah kan...n i already put an efforts..but did u realize that???? surely not...

n now i become agood actress....act like nothing happens...pretend to be strong.....ntahlah sampai bila... susahnya nak trima kenyataan kan.... tapi who's me........ just a silly gurl with a big dreamz....... n keep dreaming till now...how pity i am....

wake up gulrs...dont hurt yourself anymore....stop carying.....stop acting..stop prentending....be strong.... can i be???????

im looser